Denial - Sara White

Anyway, here it is, Jamaylya. My guitar skills are shit, and the singing could be worse :)
love you.

JEWELRIES  

It takes two

So yeah. I should have made my move. Should have turned my head, and kissed you. But the thing is, I'm a chicken. And I didn't want to screw things up, and I wasn't completely sure about you. Looking back now, I should have been sure, but there was a little part inside me, saying what if. I wouldn't wanna ruin the whole say with a wrong move. So call me a chicken, but I don't make the same mistake twice. Next time, oh next time.

Fit in/dont fit in?

Sometimes, I feel like I don't fit in. It's not that the people don't like me. Well I don't think they don't. It's when I'm somewhere with a big group, and everyone stands in small groups for themselves. I'll stand for myself and look around, and realize that I cant really talk to any of them. Then eventually I'll go to a group, only to find I can't be part of the conversation, or they don't get my jokes. I'll move on to the next where they'll be acting like I'm not there, or they have in-jokes I'm not part of. Well that's how it feels.

A friend told me today; Just be yourself. It's better to stand a bit out, than not to be noticed. And I guess she's right in theory. But how can you be yourself and relax, when you feel like you need to be part of it all, for standing out? Sometimes it's not easy to be new, and knowing you are leaving soon is not helping it.     -If only you could skip that get-to-know-part. Then it would be easier.

If The Stars Were Mine - Melody Gardot -

If the starts were mine, I'd give them all to you. I'd pluck them right from they sky, and leave it only blue :)

Giv a man a fish, and he'll eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he'll live forever.

Life is what happens, when you are busy making other plans.

It must be love

It must be love, love, love. it's that feeling of love, when you least expect it, that makes it worth it!

Today is a shitty day.

Mariah McManus - Unarmed

Sometime things don't turn out the way you planned... Sometimes they turn out to be complete opposite from what you wanted. But in a way it's still okay to imagine the things in your head. It gives you a kind of peace. The feeling of happiness hits your head in a short moment. But it's a good thing. It's good to make space for the unreal too. and who knows? Maybe it might turn out even better than you wanted. Let your mind go. Let yourself feel your feelings inside. dream your dreams.